Four Steps
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Epilogue
About Wendy Hudson
Other Books from Ylva Publishing
Collide-O-Scope
Welcome to the Wallops
Conflict of Interest
The Red Files
Coming from Ylva Publishing
The Lavender List
Dedication
To my mum, Sweet Caroline
Acknowledgements
Firstly, I’d like to thank my amazing editor, Andrea Bramhall. Publishing your first novel can be scary and daunting, but she made it enjoyable and in the process made me a better writer.
Thanks to Astrid Ohletz and everyone else at Ylva Publishing who believed in my manuscript and worked hard to get me to this point, with a special mention to Adam Lloyd for the excellent cover art.
Love and thanks to Lynsey Duguid for being my first reader, for the gold star, and for the push I needed to submit. You always had faith and believed I could do it even when I doubted myself.
Thanks to all my friends and family who have supported me and listened to my endless book chat. There’s too many to name you all, but special thanks to Sarah Hodgetts for providing junk food and beer on creative Saturdays and Pamela Mackay for her ridiculous stories that inspired.
Lastly, thanks to my mum, Carol. For leading by example and showing me it’s never too late to try new things and fulfil your dreams.
Prologue
The edge of the verge collapsed under the old man’s weight. He stumbled sideways and grabbed at the barbed wire fence that ran alongside the drainage ditch as he fell in. Snagging the palm of his hand on a barb, he cursed aloud at the deep gash that opened up and the stinking water that filled his boots. He pulled a greasy handkerchief from his hunting jacket and wrapped his hand to stem the blood flow. Digging in a metal-capped toe and grunting, he took two attempts to hoist his weight out again. As he tightened the rag with his teeth, his breath puffed out with the pain, inducing an alcoholic cloud into the calm night around them.
He cursed again and glared ahead at the back of his son, who continued moving on without him, oblivious. The stony track that ran parallel was too noisy underfoot so they trudged through the mud, maintaining a silent approach.
As they cut the final corner through a copse of trees, the dark outline of the farmhouse came into view. A bulb shining low on the front porch was the only sign someone was home.
His son held up a hand, signalling them to stop. Their eyes, already well adjusted, scanned the house for security lights and sensors. Convinced there weren’t any, his son signalled again, directing him to follow on.
They pressed themselves against the wall of the barn, then skirted along in its shadow until, after a short sprint across the drive, they were crouched next to the side door of the house.
His son raised a hand again. They held still and listened.
The only noise louder than the trickle of water from the nearby burn was the gentle snorts of sleeping horses and an owl purring in the distance. No cars on the track, no barking dogs, only silence from the house and their heartbeats in their ears.
The old man watched as a smile spread widely across his son’s face. So far, so good. This wasn’t just revenge, stealing a bit of jewellery and giving a fright to some stuck-up bitch who thought she was too good for him. No matter what his son said, he was relishing every second of this.
His son stifled a whoop when the small rabbit statue by the side door gave up its hidden key; his eyes widened in triumph, and he mouthed, “Too easy.” Laying down his gun, he took a breath and steadied shaking hands before slowly inserting the key, turning the lock, and pulling down the handle.
By the light of a pen torch in his mouth, they moved through the house a few steady steps at a time, keeping low and stopping periodically to listen for movement. The living area led them to a long corridor lined with doors. They turned each handle painfully slowly, both holding their breath, expecting a squeaky hinge as they inched the doors open, looking for their prize. There were only empty beds in the first two rooms; it was third time lucky. The master suite.
Thick carpet muffled their heavy boots as they crossed to the bed. The old man edged around to the side farthest from the door and on a silent count of three clamped his injured hand over the sleeping woman’s mouth. The blood-sodden handkerchief muffled her cry as he grabbed her tightly around the neck with his other hand, pinning her back into the pillow.
His son pulled a double-edged knife from the sheath on his belt and followed suit on her sleeping husband. He pressed a heavy knee into his chest and held the serrated edge of the knife to the man’s neck, stilling him instantly. The whites of his eyes glowed in the dark, and he held them until satisfied he wasn’t going to be a problem. He propped his gun against the nightstand, the butt resting on the floor, then flicked on the bedside lamp.
The couple blinked rapidly at the sudden brightness, eyes flicking between the two masked men and to each other before fear took their features and the woman began to cry.
The old man watched his son draw blood from the husband’s cheek and growl low in the man’s ear, “Not a fucking sound”, making clear his intentions should they try to fight back.
Shock and their weapons easily won the couples’ silence, and neither attempted to struggle as they were bound and gagged where they lay.
Taking out his own knife, he stood sentry over them as his son began ransacking drawers and cupboards. Despite wearing a balaclava, he took care not to look either one of them in the eye, knowing they weren’t stupid and would recognise him from their earlier confrontation in the village bar.
The plan was only to scare them shitless and leave them a few quid lighter. If he was to believe his son, no one was going to get hurt and the couple would have the good sense to call it even and let it go.
As he watched his son searching through their belongings, a young girl edged into his peripheral vision. She quickly crossed the room and picked up the shotgun standing on the other side of the bed to him. Her eyes never left his. He hadn’t even noticed the gun there unt
il she reached it.
She had picked it up and cocked it before his son, with his back to the door, noticed her in the room.
Her mother tried to sit, furiously shaking her head at her daughter. She only stopped when his knife forced her back onto the pillow.
Her father pleaded through the gag that she put the gun down and do as the men say, his cries muffled and almost unintelligible. Eventually, he simply shouted for her to run.
Undeterred, she pointed the gun at him even though he was holding a knife at her mother’s throat.
He held her stare and watched as her nose wrinkled. Through the balaclava he could smell his own sweat and the sour fumes of alcohol coming heavy with his breath and felt the grimy layer they seemed to have cast over the room.
She stole a glance at his son frozen still to her left, but the gun remained pointing his way.
He’d fired a twelve-gauge weapon plenty of times and wondered just how well she could handle it. Her slender arms trembled along with her voice, a mixture of fear and the weight of the weapon.
“Put the knife down, or I’ll shoot.”
The old man glared at his son, determined not to panic and maintain his authority. She was just a girl and they could deal with her.
“Now what?” he barked.
His son ignored him, didn’t even glance his way, fixating on the girl. Sizing her up in the same way he had. He glanced between the two of them and tried to calculate how many steps and how long it would take for his son to reach her. The bed prevented any element of surprise from him.
Or maybe it wasn’t the threat that had his attention. He gritted his teeth and watched as his son’s gaze travelled up and down the young girl. The tilt of his head as he admired her lean legs before lingering on small, pert breasts covered with only a thin vest made him cringe.
Bile rose in his throat. She was young enough to be his granddaughter, and he knew she was in trouble if he didn’t intervene.
“Beth is it?” He spoke softly and slowly drew the knife away from her mother as an act of good faith. “We don’t want any more trouble here. Lower the gun and let us leave quietly. This doesn’t have to go any further.” Slowly, he lifted his hands into the air, refusing to look away as her wide eyes changed to slits, suspicious of his movements.
“What the fuck are you doing, old man?” His son started to move, but she had already swung the gun towards his gruff words.
“Put the knife down, or I’ll shoot.” She repeated her earlier instruction, only this time it wasn’t aimed at him. She was speaking to his son.
He licked his lips and tasted the saltiness of his own sweat. Even without seeing his son’s face, he knew he was smiling under the balaclava, relishing the challenge, sure this was a fight he would win.
Keeping his hands in the air, he glanced between the two of them. Her parents remained still, their breaths coming fast and panicked through their gags.
His son’s roar broke the silence as he charged with his knife still drawn.
Her father lunged toward them, falling from the bed.
Her mother squeezed her eyes shut and screamed through her gag.
The old man shouted to stop, reaching out over her mother. Futile.
Four.That’s how many steps it took to reach the girl.
Then the gunshot deafened them all.
Chapter 1
Aging hinges groaned as Lori Hunter pulled open the thin wooden door of the bothy. She’d hoped to find it empty, and the intricate cobweb woven across the threshold told her no one had been there in at least a few months. She swiped them away with one of her hiking poles before ducking under the low door frame into the chill of the musty hut that promised her shelter for the night.
Her hike through the glen had taken almost an hour longer than the online guide had suggested – her fault, not the guide’s. Caught up in her surroundings, she’d dragged her heels, unable to put her camera away.
Now, conscious of time, she hurriedly dug unnecessary items out from her rucksack, aware that if she wanted to summit the mountain and make it back to the bothy before dark, every minute of daylight counted.
Wiping what dust she could from the wafer-thin mattress, she laid a sleeping mat on the top bunk, followed by her goose-down sleeping bag. This, she hoped, would reserve the bed for the night. It was always a bonus to find an empty bothy, particularly one with a cot or bunk, because no matter how thin the mattress was, it still beat lying on the floor of a tent.
After unloading her cooking items, she stuffed spare clothes inside her sleeping bag before folding down the hood to keep out spiders. She looked around the small hut and smiled.
At five feet ten inches, she could reach a hand above her head to easily touch the ceiling. Apart from the metal-framed bunk beds, the only other furniture was a small, square table in one corner and an old fashioned three-legged milking stool. She chuckled at the absurdity of the door mat considering three steps covered the space from one end to the other.
A previous occupant had strung a line of green garden string along one wall and hammered some chunky nails next to the door for hanging wet socks and coats to dry. It was back to basics Scottish style. Compared to her hectic, noisy lifestyle in London, Lori loved every minute of it.
When she used the cuff of her bright red jacket to wipe the filthy window at the end of the bunks, it revealed uninterrupted views of the stunning Maoile Lunndaidh, the Scottish Munro she was about to climb.
Lori surveyed the mountain, a patchwork quilt of lush greens, browns, burnt orange, and yellows. Her eyes quickly found the faint line of a path already cut through the grass and heather by previous climbers. She traced it to the bottom, pinpointing where her ascent would begin.
She pulled her favourite hat down over long, wavy, chestnut hair and made a final check of her gear before heading out and securing the bothy door behind her.
Following the dirt track from the bothy door as it zigzagged marshy land, she eventually reached the river that stood between her and the mountain, in hopes of finding a passable shallow section to save her feet from the frigid water. She should have known better. After surveying up and down for a few minutes, she sighed and resigned herself to the only remaining option.
She squatted on a rock to remove her boots and gators, tied the laces together, and used their weight as momentum to swing them across to the other side. Then rolling up her trouser legs, she braced herself, took a few short breaths for courage, and took her first step.
“No going back now,” she muttered as she plotted her course and slowly waded into the river. As the icy mountain water rose to her knees, she gasped and couldn’t stop herself shrieking. She paused a moment until the tingling sensation passed, then gritted her teeth, used her hiking poles for balance, and carefully picked her way across the slick rocks. “Do not rush. Do not. The last thing I need is to slip and end up soaked on my arse.”
Once she was safely across, she rubbed her feet furiously with the outside of her thick socks. “Merde, il fait froid!” She shook her head at the memory of her aunt telling her that swearing in another language wouldn’t stop her getting in trouble for it.
She tugged her boots and gators back on, picked up her pack and the faint dirt track again, and finally began her ascent.
The terrain was boggy, making the going tough, but the adrenaline soon started to pump, powering her legs to keep a steady pace. The first hour flew by and brought her to a natural rest point at the edge of a steep crevasse. When she found a suitable rock, Lori dumped her pack and sat down to take in the awe-inspiring views before her.
Below, the bothy had disappeared, easily blending in to the brown heather-covered hills behind it. She could just make out the faint path of the old railway line that the guide said ran through to Achnashellach Station. Lori loved how small and insignificant everything became at this height, but by far her favourite thing about climbing mountains was the absolute quiet.
As an interpreter constantly and repe
titively conversing, she craved the quiet while lying in bed at night. Unfortunately, the constant buzz of a city always awake surrounded her, every noise manufactured and fake. Today the only sound was a waterfall roaring into the crevasse she perched alongside. It filled her from the inside out with a sense of calm relief.
She ate a banana and sipped lukewarm tea from a small flask, holding it close enough to allow the steam to tickle her nose. A square of Kendal Mint Cake slowly dissolved on her tongue. Instantly, she felt the much-needed energy boost. Revitalised, but still conscious of the time, she set off again with purpose, attacking the steep, muscle-busting climb.
After a couple of hours, she stopped to survey what looked like a minefield of rocks and boulders. The last thing she needed while alone on a mountain was a turned ankle or a stuck foot. She steadied herself again with the hiking poles, concentrated on her balance, and carefully wove her way through the last obstacle between her and the mountain’s peak.
Half an hour later, she closed her eyes and blew out a long breath, feeling the welcome rush of pleasure and adrenaline that came with touching the cairn at the summit. Another mountain conquered and scored from the list. The cairn underneath her palm felt reassuring, sturdy in the vast space that surrounded her.
Hot from exertion despite the drop in temperature, she ditched her hat, poles, and rucksack against the cairn and unzipped her jacket. Next, she grabbed her camera and circled the peak, taking in the stunning views. To the northwest, the iconic Torridon Mountains were instantly recognisable, including the imposing Beinn Eighe and Beinn Alligin. One day she hoped to take them on; maybe her brother would be persuaded to join her. To the southwest, she found the unmistakable sharp summit of Bidean a Choire Sheasgach watching over the beautiful Loch Monar in the South. If the weather held, as well as her muscles, her plan was to climb it, along with the adjoining Lurg Mhor, the following day.
She tried the names aloud, remembering her dad making her repeat them on their occasional climb together and his frustration that, despite all the languages she could speak, Gaelic seemingly wasn’t for her. The distant memory made her sigh.